Cold and warm, can it rest? How many autumns have passed by?
Searching everywhere, but losing it by chance, what I didn't expect is already in my hands.
What I have obtained, I cannot explain the gains and losses.
Just heard and seen, then changed immediately,
Not sure where to seek accountability.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Often deciding between giving up and possessing,
Exhausting my whole life, unable to touch what has already run away.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Forever unable to see through the confusion,
Unexpectedly, what I have lost has turned out to be everything I had.
Cold and warm, can it rest? How many autumns have passed by?
Searching everywhere, but losing it by chance, what I didn't expect is already in my hands.
What I have obtained, I cannot explain the gains and losses.
Just heard and seen, then changed immediately,
Not sure where to seek accountability.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Often deciding between giving up and possessing,
Exhausting my whole life, unable to touch what has already run away.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Forever unable to see through the confusion,
Unexpectedly, what I have lost has turned out to be everything I had.
What do I seek in this lifetime? I have compromised and struggled,
Every bit of color in my dreams, once dispersed, cannot be collected back.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Who cares about praise and curse?
Unexpectedly, what I have lost has turned out to be everything I had.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Often deciding between giving up and possessing,
Exhausting my whole life, unable to touch what has already run away.
What do I seek in this lifetime? Forever unable to see through the confusion,
Unexpectedly, what I have lost has turned out to be everything I had.